World's Worth

I wonder at the rapid flip of priorities

As if time has turned into playing cards

Waiting for exact opportunity to take over 

All that you've desired, oblivious of regards

How naturally you tend to forget them 

Once meant a world to you when you're three

No candy,chocolate or toys had fill their absence

You'd cried so hard; with them life was carefree

You grow up a little more in age and insight

Wise enough to think and reason your own

Filled with teenage and bubble lived pride

You explore your world in friends and clown

 You set up your own world of smiles and tears 

So secret and personal with feel of insecurity

When you find your trust and love crushed

Rage, madness and ignorance supersede generosity

Setting apart those brim of emotions and heartbreak

you stand up and high with all your will once again

Fight with yourself and your fears like insane 

You keep yourself occupied, pretend you aren't in pain

A lot of it has happened so far veiled within your heart

You feel the worst. Still seems illogical to share with parents

How would they react? Or will they understand you?

You presume. 

There you did mistake. Right there. In the past.

You didn't realize right and wrong, true and false

You had your parents. The world's Worth

But sad, you couldn't find their worth in the world.