Speculate

Numbness revive when the door flux by the wind

I give it a mythical constant glare as if it has something

 to say; In my mind what goes on-

   '' थिरकन  ये  होती  जो हलचल 

   आहट ये  होती जो  आवाज़ 

    तन्हाई को मिल जाता कोई साथी 

   ख़तम होता ये इंतज़ार ''

These few lines of my poetry ruined my fate into exactly 

A touch of musty across, I perceive that rupture my inner self

Shake up my consciousness till I get back to reverie 

My initial stage where aggression remains unrelenting   

A battle in my heart and mind ; he left me in sole!

Does that mean he has changed his goal that once belonged to me?

Will I be remain in solitary, deceived as yesterday I was? 

The inner me that roar- 

''Since the beginning it was only and only You

 Your life is as empty as it was; It may remain

 If today you don't get your eyes open to reality

 The world has changed and so its people, not you

 Get change because there is nothing to wait

 There was there is and there will be always

 the God for you; no one else

Love him for he love you the most

He would never ever leave you alone!''

P.S.- Many of you can relate to this, I need not explain ...