Life's Crux- Had and Lost ( Fiction: 55 )

This is a true story of my friendship...and when I came to know about the importance of friendship-

When I was a student ,I was one of the best student of my school. I always top the school and all teachers like me a lot.. and that was the reason my all classmates were jealous of me and they always keep on trying to make me down in teachers eye i.e. bad image , for that they started giving me blames ...But I was too decent that I never talked or treated them badly ...and they always took the benefits of my humble n decent nature.

But as always Good wins over bad..the same thing happened with me. They were always engaged in how to make me low ,but I never cared about such things I just concentrated towards my studies .After 3 years I changed that school, there I saw one of my classmate of previous school.I thought that I should give her company because we both were new there,but she ignored me.At that time couldn't understood that why she ignored me..after few days I came to know that she was feeling guilty and shame talking with me because of her bad behaviour with me in past,But I assured her that I didn't mind that. Don't think about that still we can be good friends.

Now she was friendly to me.Gradually our friendship catched strong stem that it couldn't be cutted out.We both started sharing our feelings and thinking with each other .Even we started hating holidays of Sunday because we didn't got the chance to meet. We were discussing everything with each other.How the time passed we don't know. But finally that unwanted day came .Now our paths were different.

It was very hard for me to live without her company .But my career was also in front of me, so I couldn't took any chance.It's 2 years passed even I didn't talked her,i don't have her any contact. I wrote a poem dedicating to her-

It was the day I met u,
It was the day I interact u,
It was the day I got u,
BUT I WAS NOT KNOWING HOW FAR.

It was the day when U stood up for me when others were against me,
It was the day when I said that I can't live anymore without U,
It was the day when I came to know about true value of yours,
BUT I WAS NOT KNOWING HOW FAR.

It was the love that U gave me ,
It was the moment that u trusted me,
It was the time when U leaved me..I was waiting for U
BUT I WAS NOT KNOWING HOW FAR.

As u gone far away from me;
I missed your smile that bought joy to my heart,
Ur advices that gave me right direction,
Ur hand in my hand that made me feel that I am not alone....
...As U was gift to my life,
BUT I WAS NOT KNOWING HOW FAR.

Still waiting for her..